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  Oh, yeah. He could definitely spend his life like this, with them.

  * * * *

  Holy…fuck!

  The elevator hadn’t been a fluke. Niall was every bit as good with his mouth as he had been in there. Not just playing with her clit, but his tongue snaking as deep as he could get it into her cunt and tasting her. He held her in place as she squirmed, his hands wrapped around her thighs and keeping her from getting away from him.

  He lifted his head and smiled up at her. “My boy put some pretty marks on this arse last night, hmm?”

  She nodded.

  “Think I’d like to put some of my own on it tonight.” Hungry eyes remained focused on her as he lowered his head to her pussy and teased her clit. “Has he trained you to come from pain yet?”

  She shook her head.

  His smile widened. “I wonder if my boy can still come from pain. Not just pain, but a little physical trigger I set with him. So that I could be paddlin’ him across my lap and with my other hand pinch the side of his neck. Ladies have it so lucky, ye can come a lot of times. Men, not so much. And it took us a few months working on it. Would ye like to see a demonstration of that later tonight after dinner?”

  “Yes, Sir.”

  “If ye don’t want to call me Sir yet, ye don’t have to.”

  “I want to.”

  “Okay, then. Come for me, pet.” He started flicking her clit with his tongue and it short-circuited something in her nervous system. As she tipped over the edge, he changed to sucking, and it was like someone had detonated a nuclear bomb under a volcano.

  That fucking hot.

  She finally had to pat him on the head to make him stop and let her catch her breath, and not because she thought she was going to have an asthma attack. Because she thought she was going to pass out. Like he’d been playing jumprope with all the nerve endings that were hooked to her clit.

  He sat up. “Are ye all right?”

  She nodded.

  “Need yer inhaler?”

  She shook her head.

  He smiled. “Did I do right by ye? Been a long time since I’ve been with a woman.”

  She nodded.

  Once she had her wits back he helped her up and into the shower. There, he bathed her, not just in a sexy way, but like he really wanted to get to know her.

  Like the way Aden bathed her.

  In some ways, she could see mannerisms the two men had in common, and yet she could see the ways they were completely different. After their shower, they went back to bed. She wanted to ride him, since his cock had been hard during their whole shower, but before she could climb on, he stopped her.

  “Condom?”

  “I’m on the pill. And you already said you weren’t with anyone since Ade.”

  He let her impale herself on his cock. The way his eyes fluttered closed sent something spinning inside her in a good way.

  “Brilliant,” he whispered. “Bloody wonderful.” He stroked her sides, his hands settling on her hips.

  She slowly ground her pussy on his cock, and it was a very nice cock. He wasn’t circumcised like Aden, and had around eight thick inches. “Please don’t hurt him again,” she softly asked.

  His eyes popped open and he caught her hands. “I promise, love. I’m here to stay unless one or both of ye ask me to leave.”

  Now wasn’t the time to get into a conversation about her family. Aden loved her and hadn’t been scared off by them. Yet.

  If Aden trusted Niall, hopefully Niall wouldn’t run, either. Maybe the two of them could put up a united front.

  Wait, how’s that supposed to work?

  Telling her parents about this newest development wasn’t exactly a conversation she was looking forward to.

  “What’s wrong, pet?”

  “Will I get a happy ever after with both of you?”

  “If I have my way, absolutely.”

  She started moving again. He felt really good inside her pussy. He released her hands and she leaned forward to kiss him as she slowly fucked him. He kept himself busy playing with her clit.

  Staring down into his eyes, the sapphire depths, she knew this could work. Wanted it to work. Even with her family likely hating on it and them, she wanted the two men. Maybe she couldn’t have the normal she’d wanted, but yes, please, she’d trade up for this in a second.

  Without a second thought.

  If that made her crazy, she’d own it.

  She’d also enjoy being crazy with these two men.

  * * * *

  Niall studied every line and curve of her face as she rode his cock. Alone for so long, and now heaven within his reach. He wondered how she’d look with Aden fucking her sweet arse while his own cock enjoyed the silken heat of her delicious pussy.

  How she’d look as they owned her together like that.

  Whether she was responsive because of her body, or because Aden had worked with her, he didn’t know. But he felt it when she came for him, every wave squeezing his prick and nearly making him come. But he wanted this to last a little longer.

  When she finished he flipped her over, smiling at her startled, laughing yelp when he did. He pulled her legs up, ankles on his shoulders, and leaned in. Like this, he caged her body with his and he shoved out of his mind the look on Aden’s face last night as he’d come for him.

  “Ready for a sample, pet?”

  She nodded. “Please, Sir.”

  He started slow, gauging her body, wanting to make sure he built her slowly. He found every angle, every combination of thrust that made her make delicious noises, or caused gorgeous, helpless expressions to flit across her beautiful face.

  He wanted to spend a lifetime getting to know her, with Aden. Bringing her pleasure.

  Taking care of her.

  It would take stress off her, knowing she wouldn’t have to worry about every cent if he and Aden were paying the bills. She could focus on her health, on taking care of them, even. Maybe eventually coax her into quitting work and being a well-kept pet for them.

  He could imagine coming home from work and her and Aden greeting him on their knees, naked and collared and eager to see him.

  The way Aden had always been eager to greet him before.

  He felt his own eruption suddenly bubble up at that thought, and he started fucking her hard, fast, hoping to get her over once more before he filled her.

  Leaning in, he bit the side of her neck and felt the response to his call, her pussy once again squeezing and her helpless moans as the trigger tipped her over the edge.

  The waters of his climax receded, and he felt like a shit on the back side. He nuzzled her neck, kissing where he’d bit. “Sorry, love.”

  She laughed. “For what?”

  “I said I wouldn’t use triggers.” He lifted his head so he could look down at her. “I didn’t even know if he’d set one like that for sure. I felt myself coming and wanted ye to come, too.”

  She tousled his hair. “I’m not complaining.”

  He snuggled with her in bed. She was smaller than Aden, almost felt tiny in his arms. Fragile. She was around five-five, but having seen what the asthma could do to her, he wanted to be careful.

  “Can we talk?” she asked.

  He propped himself on his elbow. “We can do whatever ye’d like, pet.”

  “I haven’t met Ygor yet, but Aden’s told me about him. Tell me about your mom.”

  That was a melancholy subject, but they talked and he answered her questions, about Ma and growing up in Ireland, and she painfully reminded him of Aden when they’d first gotten together.

  So much like him.

  He felt himself slipping already. Into love, into something that threatened to unman him if he lost her. Not only was he going to reunite with Aden, but times two now. Could he lose his soul if he lost their love?

  Oh, yes.

  Worth it, the risk?

  Oh, bloody hell, yes.

  Chapter Fifteen

  Niall found Etsu easy to
talk to. They were still talking, naked in bed together, when Aden returned with the food and looking a lot like a drowned rat. Niall sat up and went to help him, take some of the food from him, giving him a kiss hello.

  “Didn’t mean for ye to brave the furies, love.”

  “The hotel restaurant was crazy. Would have been an hour wait or longer just to get my damn order in. It was easier to take the car and go do takeout. At least I remembered to use the service elevator, or I would have been down there another hour. They’re down to only two working passenger elevators.” He kissed Etsu. “Are we good?”

  She smiled. “Very good, Sir.”

  Aden stripped out of his wet clothes, dried off with a towel, and joined them sitting on the bed to eat. He’d brought pizza and pasta and wings and salad, apparently all from the same place. It was plenty and more, and they could stash the leftovers in the room’s mini fridge.

  “I have a proposition, loves,” Niall said.

  “Uh oh,” Aden said, grinning.

  Niall blinked back tears. How many things he’d missed, things that had been intrinsically linked to them. Their banter, their easy dialogue.

  Casual touches that slowly built throughout an evening until flashover occurred and they created electricity, plasma, a nuclear core that never burned out.

  “I am dedicated to this,” Niall said. “To us. The three of us. Of giving it a legitimate go. And I think we should properly claim this sweet girl together tonight.”

  Her cheeks pinkened, but she watched Aden for his response. Niall had already asked her opinion and received a resounding hell, yes from her.

  Aden’s brown gaze, full of amber and mocha, studied him, then looked at her. She smiled and nodded. “We talked. Good talk. I’m good, I promise. I want to be in the middle of that, believe me.”

  Aden’s attention returned to Niall. “Then I guess we’ll get busy after dinner.” His cock had already stiffened some.

  As had Niall’s.

  He had a lot of energy to burn, and years to make up for with Aden.

  Once they finished eating, Niall helped Aden tuck the leftovers into the fridge. Aden grabbed what they’d need, including a condom, glove, lube, and a towel. Niall let Etsu go down on him, on her hands and knees with her lovely bum in the air while Aden prepped her.

  Every sweet moan around his cock echoed through his body. He cradled her face in his hands and watched his cock disappearing between her eager lips and wondered if he’d died and gone to heaven. Maybe he’d been in a wreck on the drive to Florida and this was his heavenly reward, these two sweet spirits.

  Once Aden said she was ready, Niall pulled her up into his arms and slid his cock inside her pussy. He held her, kissing her, his arms wrapped around her as he watched Aden sheathe his cock in a condom, add more lube, and then slowly start to press in.

  She moaned against his neck. “Oh, fuuuuck,” she whispered. “Oh, my god!”

  “Good, pet?”

  * * * *

  It was the good kind of ache stretching her ass. She wasn’t a stranger to that, because Aden used toys on her and liked to fuck her there, too. And she enjoyed anal.

  But this…this was nothing like anything they’d done before could have prepared her for.

  Both their cocks filling her, every nerve ending inside her pussy being stroked by Niall’s cock, it was almost overload in the good way.

  Once Aden bottomed out inside her, he stopped and stroked her back, her shoulders.

  He started rubbing circles along the top of her left one. “How’s that feel, girl?” Aden asked.

  Like an erotic furnace suddenly blazed to life inside her. She knew it was a trigger and it made it even that much hotter to her. Her clit throbbed as she ground against them, wishing they’d just fuck her! “Good, Sir.”

  Aden’s fingers pressed harder. “And now? How’s that feel, girl?”

  She shivered, certain he was toying with her now. “Please let me come, Sir!”

  “No, you’re going to be a good girl and show Niall how sweetly you beg. Niall loves begging, and you’ll be doing a lot of it with him.”

  “I do love to hear a pet beg. Ye’ve done well, love.”

  “Thanks.” She looked up when she felt Aden lean in and watched the men kiss. Hungry, hot, and weakening her in ways she never knew she could tremble like that before.

  A whimper escaped her.

  Aden sat up again, continuing to rub her left shoulder as his right thumb gently stroked down her spine. “Hoooold it for me like a good girl.”

  Another whimper, need building so deep and strong in her it almost bordered on pain.

  “Bloody hell,” Niall muttered, sounding amused. “Ye weren’t kidding she’s easy to work with.”

  “This is one of the first triggers I taught her. She used to have trouble coming, and she’d worry herself about it.”

  “She didn’t have a bit o’ trouble with me.”

  The girl in the middle and currently the topic of discussion wanted to ask the men to get their minds back on actually fucking her, but her clit had apparently hogged all her brain cells and all she could do was lie there in Niall’s arms as the erotic tension built within her body.

  Yeah, those first few times together with Aden, she’d nearly been in tears worrying about whether she’d disappoint him…until he worked with her enough to help her relax, then help her enjoy…and then set a trigger for her that he reinforced on a regular basis.

  One of his favorite sadistic things was to go somewhere vanilla and gently rub the spot on her left shoulder with his thumb, through her shirt, and watch her desperately attempt not to dissolve into a howling puddle of orgasms right there.

  Niall chuckled. “Aww, she’s so pitiful. Give the pet a break, lad, hmm?”

  “Okay.” Aden’s fingers on her shoulder pressed firmly as he gave the command. “Come for me, girl.”

  Niall plunged a hand in her hair and pressed her face against his neck as she screamed.

  “Bloody hell!” he gasped.

  Her body writhed between them, the extra feeling of a second cock inside her only amplifying the pleasure as her pussy and ass squeezed both their cocks. Her nipples rubbed against Niall’s chest and that little bit of chafing sent feedback to her clit and pleasure center.

  “Told you,” Aden said, not removing his fingers from her shoulder. He sounded like his control had frayed. “Once I start fucking her, I’m not quitting until the ride comes to a complete stop, so you’d better get what you want while you can.”

  “Understood.”

  And still, he relentlessly kept her coming. Once he’d fired that trigger, until he moved his fingers, she’d keep orgasming.

  She didn’t understand it, but it was an exquisite kind of torture that she loved.

  “Now,” Aden said. He moved his hand and she went limp on top of Niall as both men started fucking her. Aden didn’t last long, and Niall wasn’t far behind him.

  Etsu closed her eyes and lay there, hoping no one made her move anytime soon.

  Lips feathered along her left ear. “Love you, baby.” Aden.

  She mumbled something she hoped he understood was a reply, and both men laughed.

  Aden carefully withdrew and went to clean up. He brought her back a warm washcloth while Niall cleaned up. Minutes later, they were all tucked into the same bed.

  “You might as well move your shit to our room,” Aden said. “Why have a second room?”

  “Agreed.” She felt their arms drape over her, and cracked an eye open to realize they were also holding each other with her in the middle.

  Yeah, I’m real good with this.

  She crashed into sleep.

  * * * *

  She awoke early the next morning to find Aden on top of Niall.

  Rather, they awoke her.

  Niall lay facedown on the bed, Aden fucking him. Niall had bent his legs at the knees, hooking them around the backs of Aden’s as the other man held him with his hands under
and around Niall’s shoulders.

  She reached out and laced fingers with Niall, thrilled when he squeezed her hand and held on.

  “Sorry, pet,” he gasped. “Someone decided he needed relief and I was too asleep to stop him.”

  “You rolled over and wiggled your arse at me, asshole.” Aden gave him a particularly hard thrust, which made Niall moan and also made Etsu wetter than she already was.

  “Gobshite,” Niall gasped, laughing and then moaning again.

  “Know how many times the horny fucker woke me up like this in the morning? Fucking me like this?” Aden’s deep and throaty tone nearly made her cream herself.

  “How many?” she asked.

  Niall laughed again. “Every other mornin’, at least. Can’t help it I love your arse.”

  She edged in closer, close enough Niall could kiss her.

  Hell, they could wake her up like this every morning and she’d be fine with it.

  Aden’s gaze fell on her. “You wished it, baby. Hope you’re ready for the reality of it, because this is just a mild taste.”

  Niall’s low, rolling moan filled the room as Aden filled him. Aden must have come, because he bit Niall between the shoulder blades, hard.

  “Feckin’ sod!” There was a quick tussle, and then Niall was on his back and face fucking Aden, who didn’t seem to mind. Niall had two fistfuls of Aden’s hair and was thrusting all the way to the root in his throat.

  “He forgets to mention the other half of the equation, pet. That after I woke him up, he was always horny, and would flip over and give me a nice…morning…snack.” He groaned, and so did Aden. She saw Aden’s throat working as the two of them fell still.

  Aden started laughing first, then Niall. Aden climbed up him and kissed him, long and sweet, before pulling her in and kissing her, too. “Hold that thought, baby.” They got up and she realized they still had to clean up. They returned post-haste, and then the two of them rolled her onto her back, Aden’s mouth on her pussy while Niall kissed her and played with her nipples.

  “Was someone feeling a little left out?” Niall teased.

  “I was too horny watching that to feel left out,” she gasped.